:: Purposeful Death Overhead ::

...and so July is upon us(dum, dum, dum...)



God, I can't believe its JULY. Summer has just started, hasn't it? And its July. And pretty soon it'll be the end of July, and suddenly it'll be Augest. And then CC will start, and scbool. We wait the whole year for this endless thing called summer, which passes by instantanously.



I recall being a young kid, when summer felt endless. Remember the feeling? All kinds of soccer camps, all-around-fun camps, and what have you. Went to the pool every day. Had pizza parties, and saw friends you didn't see all year, something always to look foward to. I miss it, just a little.



Then middle school~> high school dawned upon us(which wasn't exactly to far into the past.) The camps ended, and we began to worry about our lives. Why arn't we the smartest? why arn't we the prettiest? Why doesen't that boy that we've had our heart set on for so long, pay attention? With relinquishing the tree houses, and the hours of arts and crafts, we lose a part of ourselves.
~I didn't mean to get philosophical, but im currently reading saint éxupery's "The Little Prince." its the sweetest book ever. (especially juxtaposed to Faulkner's"As I lay dying," our other book)~



"and even if we come home empty handed

well still have our stories

of battle scars, pirate ships and wounded hearts,

broken bones, and all the best of friendships

this is my wish im takin back, im takin them all back"

-the Ataris, "so long Astoria"

(borrowed from Steven Levitus' profile -_-)




But enough about that. I was actually writing this complain about the lack of sun this summer. i mean C'MON. Except for the week I was at Virginia Beach w/ Jill(luv ya btw-_^) it has rained. That week was perfect, wonderful, incredable. And we came back. And it rained. And its raining as I speak.




Is there such thing as a sun dance?

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**p.s. Willa, thank you for your planning self. @@ <~ me without ya

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