:: Purposeful Death Overhead ::

i have a big head
and my dad still doesn't want to talk speak to me.
and before he complained that i haven't done anything this summer, and still have been to lazy to cook even a damn thing, and so the day before I made a lasagna and nobody even bothered to try it.
and my dad just told me today that I owe him $56 for overusing minutes on the cell phone, when we have 4 lines connected to a 400 minute plan and everyone calls him, and yet because a few friends called me I have to pay the bill.
And our portable home phone broke, so dad took mine, forcing me to use the cell phone if i want any privacy.
and Willa didn't invite me to Emily's surprise birthday party, even though I'm friends with both of them and Emily said she would invite me if she didn't have a party, but she didn't plan the party, Willa did.
and when I came home today dad told me that he hasn't been around to often in the past few days, and yet the living room and kitchen are messy, and I have to clean them up when I did the dishes this morning before I left and have been trying to be clean.
And our basement will never be finished by the end of August, so David won't be able to visit.
And I can't figure out how to do the CSS form, and my mom won't sign the second morgage agreement, so I have no idea how to pay for college, even though im trying.
and I've been eating a lot of chocolate because I'm PMS-y and upset, and unhappy, and all of my friends don't at all seem to care about me, I can't get a guy to even call me back, like this awesome guy Joey that I met at Josh's 18th birthday.
And i just re - read the end of Tale of Two Cities and it make me cry even more.

:: Alina 6:52 PM Comments: Post a Comment