:: Purposeful Death Overhead ::

have you ever come to a point in your life where you realize you simply do not care?

More so than ever music has become the number one stress in my life. It's amazing. It's not simply practicing...it's lessons/opera rehersal/improvising/classes/bitching about serefina that have taken over my life.

:: Alina 1:41 AM

what a weird weekend. Everyone was gone during the err "break," the highlight thereof consisting of watching 6 hours of Firefly strait through. Which was wonderful. Stefan and I started at like 8 ish? and by 4:30 am were watching the special features even though my roomate was bed and trying to sleep.

Otherwise have been having philosophically provoking conversations with random people. Actually, Mike. Actually, not very philosophic. Just random chatter about people's relationships and friendships, and whether it might have been better going to a school bigger than your high school.

Truthfully, im kinda glad to be in such a close knit environment freshman year. But everyone's in some crazy pms stage right now (according to mike) where everyone's in love with either Dan or Nicolette? I guess things are moderately tense right now, except ive been too busy to notice, or else in my weird alina world. Anyway, I have my own issues that need to be confronted that im not really sure how to approach.

when you're poor your problem is money
when you're not, it sex
when its not that, its health.

:: Alina 3:43 PM

Relatives drove up on saturday for family weekend. Twas alright, except i got a concentrated week's worth of my grandmother's lectures in a total span of 3 hours. OY!

I spent the last 1/2 hour of good study time reading blogs bitching about chem with reference to Mardioski. I have much distaste for the woman, except now i have what seems to be a competent chem teacher (according to some -_-). Actually, it's been more than a month and im moderatly bored instead of being utterly confused. ARG! I am not used to feeling such in chem! I really need to tranfer to Hopkins! I'm feeling way too unstressed.

P.S. Goucher is soooo ADD.

:: Alina 10:47 PM

Spent another friday night hanging out with the group(s). Wait? Isn't that what we do EVERY night?

Actually, Max metaphorically dragged us to see Serenity at the AMC, which i must admit was amazing. Even though I'd seen only the pilot of Firefly, its a movie you can truely appreciate, but even more so if you were addicted to the show. I approve, and recommend it greatly.
...yeah, like anybody actually reads this?
Who the hell am I approving this for exactly?
You could care less what I approve or disapprove of.
I could just be typing things in this space, and nobody would really give a crap.

BLAH !!!!
See? no response
BLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAH
im unloved :(
OR
Maybe I'm so loved that....




nah





i'll go sulk in the corner now...




see? look what a decisive lack of an audiance does to people....


I swear it's 11:30 am and I'm not high.

:: Alina 11:14 AM