:: Purposeful Death Overhead ::

58 degrees and rain
perceptions change
but I am still the same

I am such a pig emotionally, I really am.
everything un-natural, everything because I want it to be so.

Arg...
I'm so vague when blogging, but I'm scared of posting out my true thoughts. There I said it.Maybe it has something with my education and upbringing and fear of becoming the "emo" child within me. If you're a good writer bitching becomes poetry, and when you're not it simply becomes pathetic.

Have you ever sat down and read an entire Livejournal or blog of someone you vaguely know?
If it's a good one you will find out everything. And its facinating, because people, though most having tendancies toward repetition and redundancy (as I often find myself) may possess a certain je-ne-sais-quoi ... that spark that illuminates the light to the careful yet casual observer.
Have as Livejournal ever changed your perspective about someone?
I just stayed up reading a journal for 2 hours. Just reading and marvelling. And I thought I was eloquent. Nope. The first few entries were intrusion; I was invading their thoughts. And now I no longer invade, and can only smile.

*smile*

:: Alina 2:51 AM Comments: Post a Comment